Castle Shima

I am a prison for sperm. Those poor little tadpoles have been sentenced to life in Jeff Murdock's groin.
-- Jeff from Coupling

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Swimmers
Parents tend to know when their kids are heading to greatness when they are pretty young. Case in point...


Hat tip to Hoyt for this.
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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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I play the harmonica. The only way I can play is if I get my car going really fast, and stick it out the window.
-- Steven Wright

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Play Time


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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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Ocean: A body of water occupying two-thirds of a world made for man, who has no gills.
-- Ambrose Bierce

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Wetworks

We Will Rock You by Waterboy

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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain.
-- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

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The Clouds All Scatter

Sound of Thunder/Hold Back The Rain by Duran Duran

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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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Enthusiasm is everything. It must be taut and vibrating like a guitar string.
-- Pele

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Kick To The Head
Here is a rare photo of the intermural soccer group. There is actually nearly 70 of us, but only a few that can make it for the lunch time games.


I cant wait til the season starts again. Heh.
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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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Death often weighs heavier on us by its weight on others and pains us by their pain almost as much as by our own, and sometimes even more.
-- Montaigne

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Panegyric
For Clan Roma

The Pallid Wreath by Walt Whitman
Somehow I cannot let it go yet, funeral though it is,
Let it remain back there on its nail suspended,
With pink, blue, yellow, all blanch'd, and the white now gray
and ashy,
One wither'd rose put years ago for thee, dear friend;
But I do not forget thee. Hast thou then faded?
Is the odor exhaled? Are the colors, vitalities, dead?
No, while memories subtly play--the past vivid as ever;
For but last night I woke, and in that spectral ring saw thee,
Thy smile, eyes, face, calm, silent, loving as ever:
So let the wreath hang still awhile within my eye-reach,
It is not yet dead to me, nor even pallid.
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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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Vincent: You know, I'm getting kinda tired. I could use a foot massage myself.
Jules: Man, you best back off. I'm getting a little pissed here.
-- from Pulp Fiction

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Frack Em If They Can't Take A Joke
Ever make a funny or goofy face while someone was taking a picture? I used to do it alot as a kid, even as a teenager.

Supposedly I'm more mature nowadays. Right.








Hat tip to Fury for these great pics.
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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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To get through the hardest journey we need take only one step at a time, but we must keep on stepping
-- Chinese Proverb

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Trip To Memory Lane
In the past, I've never really cared too much about the Olympics, but I've really enjoyed them this time around.

Perhaps since its in China, that was a natural interest to me. Perhaps its because I'm more into athletics than I was in the past, especially with cycling, soccer, and volleyball. Perhaps its the chance of seeing history in the making. Case in point: Michael Phelps trying to win eight gold medals.

Whatever the reason, there will be some memories that I will carry with me.

Speaking of which, here is an unforgettable ad that the BBC ran just before the Olympics began.

Journey To the West by The Gorillaz

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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.
-- Buddha

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Awake And Unafraid

Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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He must be very ignorant for he answers every question he is asked.
-- Voltaire

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Ignorance Is Bliss
Yeah, some days are just like this.


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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move.
-- from The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy by Douglas Adams

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Explaining Myself
Although I tend to have road rage, its pretty much calmed down over the years. But then again, my stories simply dont compare to other stories out there.

I rear-ended the car in front of me. I admit that. It was my fault.

So, we both pull over to the side of the road, and slowly the driver of the car I hit gets out of his car. . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed... and life...sometimes life seems like... suddenly funny?

Well, the driver of the car I hit is a DWARF! He gets out of his car and I get out of my car. He is frowning and scowling and he storms over to me. Right up close to me he looks up in my face and says,

"I AM NOT HAPPY!"

I don't know what possessed me, officer, but I looked down at him and I said,
"Well, if you're not Happy -- which one are you?"

And that's when the fight started...

Good thing this wasnt me. Heh. I would have made a comment about the guy having a short fuse.

Hat tip to Tigress for this.
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Alone we live and die
We love and fight
Breath after breath
We carry this mortal coil
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If you worried about falling off the bike, you’d never get on.
-- Lance Armstrong

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After The Ride
Things have been pretty hectic lately, but the one thing that I did get enjoy was this year's Tour de France. Personally, I felt this year would have been a farce when Astana, the top team with the current TDF champion, wasnt invited for political reasons.

Despite it all, the Tour was still a most exciting, memorable event. For the first time in memory, there were two top American teams in the Tour. One of them, Team Columbia, won 5 of the 20 stages.

There was John-Lee Augustyn's attack on the highest mountain, only to crash over the side on the decent. The scene of Augustyn climbing back up the side, then peering back over to see his bicycle still sliding down the mountain.

Through it all, Carlos Sastre, the ever quiet, consistent Spaniard took the lead with his attack on the legendary mountain, the Alpe D'Huez. Then with the final time trial, with everything up grabs, the favorite, Cadel Evans, couldnt close the difference between him and Sastre.

So for the second year, Cadel came in second behind a Spaniard.

As much as I enjoyed this year's Tour, there still must be a Lance Armstrong sighting.



Feed the Warrior!
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Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
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Questions are never indiscreet. Answers sometimes are.
-- Publilius Syrus

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Enigma


From Tiny Ghosts.
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Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
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Michelle: How did a little perv like you turn into such a great guy?
Jim: How did a little nympho like you turn into such a great girl?
Michelle: Well, I'm still a nympho.
Jim: Well, I'm still a perv.
-- from American Wedding

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Nuptials
So I had a memorable trip this past weekend when an old friend of mine, Doombringer, got married. We have known each other since the college years when we worked at different video game stores. Then there were the times when I was his wingman when we did the club scene. Those are stories for another time.

He and his bride live in another state so unless I wanted to drive days to get there, I was flying. Especially since they had asked me to be part of the wedding party.

So I was abit irritable when I arrived at the airport 8a Friday morning for a 9:45a flight that was cancelled with no warning. I was offered the standby flight at 2:45p, but there was no luck since it was completely full. It didnt really matter since there were ten of us on standby.

Which left the 7:30p flight and guaranteed that I was going to miss rehersal as well as dinner.

The departure time turned into 8p due to weather from the arriving plane. Then 8:15p. Then 8:30p. Then 9p when there was a mechanical issue with the plane. Then 9:30p. Then 10p. Then 11p.

When the plane finally arrived, we left in just under 20 mins and got to my destination at 1:30a Sat morning.

It was supposed to be a 2 hour flight.

Nevertheless, I arrived and everything went along swimmingly. The typical wedding things occurred just as expected. The bride and her party were 20 mins late coming back from their hair appointment. One groomsman didnt show up, which worked out for me because it let me walk with two bridemaids.


The young ringbearer kept pulling on the young flowergirl because he wanted to run down the aisle. She in turn would pull him back so he wouldnt run. It ended up being a tug of war in the middle of the aisle for a few minutes.


The ceremony went well. The reception was fine with all the dancing, laughing, smiling, and cake smearing.

After the reception, we all went to an Irish pub, which is something I hadnt done in quite some time. It was also ironic that I was the oldest one there, but the one that danced the most. Ahh, the miracle of Gatorade.

The whole trip was an experience. I met some really good people in the brides maids, groomsmen, and family members. It was funny that in each airport, I met a teacher; the math teacher heading out to party with his friends and then Miss Hall out of Knoxville who was going on vacation with her family.

But the biggest experience was getting to be part of a joyous occasion in something as simple as an hour long ceremony. The happiness it generated only proves that there is hope for humanity.

Congrats to you DB and H! Keep smiling and laughing. Let us know when the wee ones are coming. Heh.


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Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
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The world is a fine place and worth the fighting for and I hate very much to leave it.
-- Ernest Hemingway

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Euology
To the Spike clan, our condolescences and prayers to you.

Too One Shortly to Die by Walt Whitman
    1
FROM all the rest I single out you, having a message for you:
You are to die - Let others tell you what they please, I cannot prevaricate,
I am exact and merciless, but I love you - There is no escape for you.

Softly I lay my right hand upon you - you just feel it,
I do not argue - I bend my head close, and half envelope it,
I sit quietly by - I remain faithful,
I am more than nurse, more than parent or neighbor,
I absolve you from all except yourself, spiritual, bodily - that is
    Eternal - you yourself will surely escape,
The corpse you will leave will be but excrementitious.

    2
The sun bursts through in unlooked-for directions!
Strong thoughts fill you, and confidence - you smile!
You forget you are sick, as I forget you are sick,
You do not see the medicines - you do not mind the weeping friends - I
    am with you,
I exclude others from you - there is nothing to be commiserated,
I do not commiserate - I congratulate you.
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Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
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Anyone who trades liberty for security deserves neither liberty nor security.
-- Benjamin Franklin

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Independence Day
Remember, freedom is not free and there must always be a price to be paid. Its something that too many have seemed to have forgotten. Back in the day, we were reminded of this, even as kids.

I always liked the Schoolhouse Rock series as a kid. For many, this was the only history they ever knew. Sure it wasnt the complete story, but it was a start.



Hope you had a fun, safe Fourth of July. Mind the fireworks.. Heh.
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Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
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Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say goodbye. I hate goodbyes. I know what I need. I need more hellos.
-- Snoopy

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A Sordid Twist Of Fate
A few of us had gotten into a discussion about the differences between goth and emo, particularly in music. We all had our opinions and since we are arent in the music industry, its all subjective.

This has become one of my favorite emo songs, although its more alternative in nature. Emo songs dont require screaming, but it does help. Ha!

Song To Say Goodbye by Placebo

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Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
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You called for me, didn't you? And I heard you.
-- Kaneda from Akira

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Save Me From The Dark

Bring Me To Life by Evanescence

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Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
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Kaneda! What do you see?
-- Searle from Sunshine

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Blinded By The Light

Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park

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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Eat Your Pie. Pie makes everything better.
-- Marshall from In Plain sight

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Kick It Up A Notch
Congrats to Spain on winning the UEFA European Championship. It was a most excellant game.

It made me think of this song, which was the theme for the 1998 World Cup Games.

The Cup Of Life by Ricky Martin

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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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You ever notice that the women who are against abortion are women you wouldnt want to fuck in the first place?
-- George Carlin

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Death of The Wordsmith
George Carlin has been one of my favorite comedians of all time and had become an influence on my own humor. His use of word play was legendary, especially for his "Seven Dirty Words You Can Never Say On Television."

I always remembered his rant on being a fussy eater:
Fussy eater is an euphamism for "Big Pain In The Ass." Those are the people that will sit at the table and say "I can't eat that. I don't like that. Did you make that? Is there a picture of it in the cook book? I bet it don't look like that."

Carlin was irreverant, abusive, and never apologetic. No one was ever safe from his insight and commentary. Nor should they be. After all, if you cant laugh at yourself, who can you laugh at?

I bet he's looking up at us now and smiling. Heh.

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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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I'm too tall to be a girl. I'm between a chick and a broad.
-- Julia Roberts

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What Can I Say?
Its hard to be humble.


more cat pictures
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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'Its okay' is a cosmic truth.
-- Richard Bach

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Take A Good Hard Look



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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Buy a pup and your money will buy love unflinching.
-- Rudyard Kipling

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Its A Dog's World





see more dog pictures
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Nelson: Well, who is better than us this?
Joe: Father and son, together at last.
-- from You've Got Mail

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We All Have Our Daddy's Eyes
Happy Father's Day to all you fathers! Here are a couple of tributes to our fathers.

The Living Years by Mike and the Mechanics


Running In The Family by Level 42

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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius. Commander of the Armies of the North. General of the Felix Legions. Loyal servant to the true emperor, Marcus Aurelius. Father to a murdered son. Husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my vengeance. In this life or the next.
-- Maximus from Gladiator

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Lie Still. Close Your Eyes.
Funny how the littlest details remind you of things. I remembered the song from while back, but I had forgotten that the video was directed by Joaquin Phoenix.

Its ironic how "revenge" played a part with the band and the movie Gladiator, which had Phoenix as the mad emperor, Commodus.

Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge


Hat tip to BarbieGirl.
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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She's a footprint on the beach. And the tide is coming in.
-- The Doctor from Doctor Who: Silence in the Library

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Spoilers
I've always been a fan of Doctor Who. This season has been pretty exceptional with Catherine Tate as Donna and the mix of old and new stories.

Its going to get even even better.


Damn, I cant wait.
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Remember, if you support McCain, drive with your lights on during the day. If you support Obama, drive with your lights off at night.
-- from a recent conversation

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Random Silliness

1) Thankfully, the office cafeteria is now handled by a different company. While the previous company was ok, we always joked about how they served the local roadkill. I got to visit the brand new noodle bar and got lots of chicken, veggies, and broth. Too bad they forgot the noodles.

2) I've found that I've become one of those obnoxious car owners. Since I got the new car detailed, I've checked the weather report every day to make sure it doesnt rain. I dont want the shine messed up.

3) Overheard the other day: "I am your toilet person." That can be taken in so many ways.

4) Today I was asked by an IT professional if I could log into a database that was taken offline. The sad part it took them several minutes before they realized what they were asking didnt make sense. Some people are just way overpaid.

5) Damn censorship. The DVD version replaces the word gay with the word butt.

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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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I have no mouth, and I must scream.
-- Harlan Ellison

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Come Up Screaming

In A Big Country by Big Country

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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Inaction breeds doubt and fear. Action breeds confidence and courage. If you want to conquer fear, do not sit home and think about it. Go out and get busy.
-- Dale Carnegie

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Time To Breathe
It was a little hectic this past weekend, but it was worth it.

I got to play cricket for the first time. The best part is that it was on company time as a team builder. We might have to see about getting a cricket league at the office.


Then there was this year's Trinity Ride. At least this year there was sunlight. Last year we had to ride in a tropical storm. But then again, that was an absolute blast and one of my favorite rides.

This year the band actually got to play during lunch.


Finally, congratulations go to Stephie for graduating the college nursing program.


Now get out there and get a job, little girl. Ha!
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Janovek: It appears the Germans are bad, very bad.
Luz: You don't say! The Germans are bad, huh? Hey Frank, this guy is reading an article that says the Germans "are bad."
-- from Band of Brothers

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Thats What They Said


more cat pictures
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Marie: Because sooner or later, you remember something good.
Bourne: I do remember something good. All the time.
-- from The Bourne Supremacy

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So Many Faces
I got hooked on this song after The Bourne Identity.

Extreme Ways by Moby


The Bourne Conspiracy came out today, but its more based on the book rather than the movies. Too bad.
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Everybody gets so much information all day long that they lose their common sense.
-- Gertrude Stein

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TMI! TMI!
There are just somethings we dont need to know about. Ha!

more cat pictures


Hat tip to Cute Overload!
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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There are no ordinary cats.
-- Sidonie Gabrielle

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Ordinary People
Jon Lajoie is comedian out of Montreal who has come up with some pretty great material. Here are his vids on being an everyday normal guy.





Hat tip to Starfury.
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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Sadly, Sheryl Crow and Lance Armstrong have split up. I guess she got tired of riding on the handlebars every time they went on a date.
-- Mike Bianchi

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A Rather Blustery Day
This past weekend was the Diabetes Association's fundraiser, The Tour de Cure. 120 miles in 2 days. For fun. Right.

It wouldnt been so bad if it wasnt for the strong headwinds... both days... regardless of the direction... Thank God for rest stops.


Then on the second day, there were seven bridges to go over.. in the wind.. The first 6 bridges were even before we hit 30 miles. My legs felt like they were going to fall off. You end up with views like this.


There was a long stretch of road that was nothing but a wind tunnel. My sit-bones still hurt.
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Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky sevens,
And the voice that made me cry.
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The caterpillar does all the work but the butterfly gets all the publicity
-- George Carlin

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The World Is A Vampire

Bullet with Butterfly Wings by The Smashing Pumpkins

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I'm not expecting to
Grow flowers in the desert,
But I can live and breathe
And see the sun in wintertime.
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Today, you people are no longer maggots. Today, you are Marines. You're part of a brotherhood. From now on until the day you die, wherever you are, every Marine is your brother. Most of you will go to Vietnam. Some of you will not come back. But always remember this: Marines die. That's what we're here for. But the Marine Corp lives forever. And that means you live forever.
-- Gunnery Sgt Hartman from Full Metal Jacket

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Immortality


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I'm not expecting to
Grow flowers in the desert,
But I can live and breathe
And see the sun in wintertime.
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Little Bill: I dont deserve this. To die like this. I was building a house.
Will: Deserve's got nothing to do with it.
-- from Unforgiven

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Cause and Effect

I personally think the kid deserved it. A man's got to know his limitations. Heh.
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I'm not expecting to
Grow flowers in the desert,
But I can live and breathe
And see the sun in wintertime.
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Robbie: Oh great. A truck overturned and dumped 14 tons of Double Stuf oreos all over the road.
Me: All we need now is for a milk truck to crash.
-- from a conversation at work

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Cover Me
Michael Jackson may not be the same musical force that he was in the 80s, but he is at least still an inspiration for other musicians. The new cover from Fall Out Boy is not too bad.

Beat It by Fall Out Boy


Of course, Alien Ant Farm did the first alternative cover and did a damn good job.

Smooth Criminal by Alien Ant Farm

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I'm not expecting to
Grow flowers in the desert,
But I can live and breathe
And see the sun in wintertime.
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Bush said today he is being stalked. He said wherever he goes, people are following him. Finally, someone told him, 'Psst. That's the Secret Service.'
-- Jay Leno

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Something I Should Ask About



Weird Al rocks. Nuff said.
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I'm not expecting to
Grow flowers in the desert,
But I can live and breathe
And see the sun in wintertime.
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Jill: Try to remember that this room is full of complete mothers.
Jane: I dont think thats true. Everyone seems very nice.
-- from Coupling

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Soon To Be Mom
I hope everyone had a good Mother's Day. For some odd reason, Mother's Day tends to remind me of the tv show Coupling. Its still a great show.



Seems ironic since the series ended when the baby is born. Good thing it came out on DVD and still being shown on BBC America.
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I'm not expecting to
Grow flowers in the desert,
But I can live and breathe
And see the sun in wintertime.
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Vanessa: How do I look?
Brenda: Like a new mom; scared shitless.
-- from Juno

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Big Puffy Versions
I know I hadnt written in awhile, but things have been hectic as of late. I would start an entry and then something would come up and get in the way. So I'm going the easy route and doing a random meme.

1. First and foremost: Congratulations go out to the Starfury clan on the addition of their wee princess to the family. She's a cutie!

2. Prayers go out to Elden, aka The Fat Cyclist, whose wife, Susan, is having a serious bout with cancer. A famous cancer survivor sent more inspiring words than I ever could.

3. Speaking of family additions, I've had an addition to mine. Not as spectacular as the Fury clan though. I broke down and got a second vehicle; a 2008 Honda Accord. In black, of course.



4. Congrats must also go out to Brent and Jade! Story and art well done, Scott.

5. Juno really was great movie.

6. As funny as this sounds, Alvin and The Chipmunks was alot of fun too. Yes, I have eclectic taste in movies.

7. Gummy bears taste so good that they are evil.

8. Haagen Dazs Cookies and Cream has become a late night treat. There is something about eating a spoonful of ice cream right out of the container.

9. Another late night treat has been Family Guy. Irreverant and unapologetic, it definately fits my sense of humour.

10. Which leads into the seque for those parental types.

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I'm not expecting to
Grow flowers in the desert,
But I can live and breathe
And see the sun in wintertime.
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For those who believe, no proof is necessary. For those who don't believe, no proof is possible.
-- Stuart Chase

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Just So You Know Now

Believe Me by Fort Minor

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Despite all my rage
I am still just a rat in a cage.
Then someone will say
what is lost can never be saved.
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Never try to teach a pig to sing; it wastes your time and it annoys the pig.
-- Robert Heinlein

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Its All In The Lips
Today was Office Cube day or something to that effect. Now I wouldnt mind a cube in this place. It would one hell of an IT shop to work at. This would be an awesome team building too.


Lip Dub - Flagpole Sitta by Harvey Danger from amandalynferri on Vimeo.

Granted, my dept got to play flag football for its annual team building. Now that frigging rocked! We had a full compliment for offense, defense, and even cheerleaders.


Hat tip to Dan at Distant Early Warning.
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Despite all my rage
I am still just a rat in a cage.
Then someone will say
what is lost can never be saved.
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Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.
-- Oscar Wilde

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So Who Are You?
I've been playing Rock Band lately and been having an absolute blast. Its abit more complex than Guitar Hero, especially with the drum set and microphone for singing.

One of the reasons for even getting it was so I could play Learn To Fly by The Foo Fighters. It took awhile to get the guitar portion, but was worth the effort. I learned alot.

The downside is that I can download these songs to Guitar Hero 3. Damn...

The Pretender

All My Life


Ah well. Amazing how things work out.
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Despite all my rage
I am still just a rat in a cage.
Then someone will say
what is lost can never be saved.
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Roses are red, violets are blue. I'm schizophrenic, and so am I.
-- Oscar Levant

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Its The House Of Bloo
I didnt know much about Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends until a friend of mine asked me to look up the character, Bloo. I will have to admit that its a cute little bastard.



I'm blaming Belle for this.
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Despite all my rage
I am still just a rat in a cage.
Then someone will say
what is lost can never be saved.
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He's all right! Aren't you, cat? Poor cat! Poor slob! Poor slob without a name!
-- Holly from Breakfast At Tiffany's

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Oh Golly Gee Damn!

Breakfast At Tiffany's by Deep Blue Something


I always did like this song. It was original and I could actually sing it without killing too many people.
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Despite all my rage
I am still just a rat in a cage.
Then someone will say
what is lost can never be saved.
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He is quite a good fellow; nobody's enemy but his own.
-- from David Copperfield

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Its No Surprise To Me

My Own Worst Enemy by Lit

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Despite all my rage
I am still just a rat in a cage.
Then someone will say
what is lost can never be saved.
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If everyone really knew what a jerk I am in real life, I wouldn't be so adored in the slightest.
-- Christian Bale

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A Picture Worth A Thousand Words
Yeah, some days are just like this.


see more crazy cat pics
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The Other Thousand Words
I've saved up a few of these things and really didnt use them because of their size or somehow just didnt fit into the scheme of things. Its time I cleared out the folder, but I didnt want the words to be unsaid. Enjoy.

Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
-- Christopher Robin in Winnie The Pooh

My feelings for you shame me into silence.
The truth of this and your name will never be revealed.
It is you who has made me realize the failure of my life.
The thought of you fills me with longing
And at the same time,
A burning humiliation
That produces scar tissue and dead brain cells.
Your existence mocks me and I am unable to confront this.
You have no idea of any of this.
None of this is your fault.
It is completely with me.
It is you who makes me see what I really am.
I am weak and out of touch with myself.
-- Henry Rollins

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say.
I am afraid you don't want me to say anything.
So I don't.
But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.
And tell you how I feel.
Like how I miss you.
And how I love you despite my broken heart.
And how I need you in my life.
And especially how much I want you.
But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.
Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too.
But I'll never know.
-- Anonymous

The best way to waste your life is by taking notes. The easiest way to avoid living is to just watch. Look for the details. Report. Don't participate.
-- Chuck Palahniuk

I loved you in the morning,
Our kisses deep and warm,
Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
Yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
In city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but now it's come to distances and both of us must try,
Your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
-- Leonard Cohen
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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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Children show scars like medals. Lovers use them as secrets to reveal. A scar is what happens when the word is made flesh.
-- Leonard Cohen

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Bear The Scars

Its Been Awhile by Staind

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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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Men and women belong to different species and communications between them is still in its infancy.
-- Bill Cosby

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Its The Way That You Talk
There are always jokes about how men and women talk to each other or in most cases, dont talk to each other. It really as if the genders are on two different wavelengths and cant seem to meet in the middle.

I found this story a long time ago and recently rediscovered it again. It pretty much sums up how the sexes define communication.

A man is driving his car around a mountain, going just over the speed limit.

A woman coming around the bend from the opposite direction, sticks her head out the window and yells at him "Pig!"

Irritated, the man sticks his head out the window. As the woman drives by, he yells "Bitch!"

As the man rounds the corner, the car crashes into a wild boar that was walking in his lane.

Aye, it was a wee bit lame, but you get the point.
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Communication by The Power Station

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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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My grandfather taught me the energy of life goes in a circle in a perfect flow, balanced. He said until I find my center, my circle would never be whole.
-- Gabe from The One

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One To Nothing


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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can.
-- John Wesley

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Action Items

In Between by Linkin Park

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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.
-- Earl Wilson

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Disappearing Act

Where'd You Go by Fort Minor

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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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You want be a Chinese, you got to eat the nasty stuff.
-- Chen from The Corruptor

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Eat This Before I Give It To An Animal
Growing up Asian, I had to eat some pretty strange stuff when compared to American food. What many folks call gross, I find normal.

This all leads up to a little gem I found on tv.

If you have the Travel Channel, I highly recommend the show Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmern. You may find the food disgusting but the show really is interesting.



Remember, we are practicing diversity one plate at a time.
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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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In order to find his equal, an Irishman is forced to talk to God.
-- Stephen from Braveheart

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Erin Go Braugh
I was stuck on what I wanted to put for St. Patrick's Day. I really wanted to put Jump Around by House of Pain, but I couldnt find one where it was well done. Kind of disappointing.

So I settled on this. At least the view is good. Heh...


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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.
-- from The Notebook by Nicholas sparks

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She Was A Happy Girl When She Left Me

Sour Girl by Stone Temple Pilots

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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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Roper: Did you see the picture of that NY govenor's hooker? She is hot! I was trying to bring up her MySpace page, but it wouldnt come up.
Me: Sounds like a lot of people were hitting that thing.
Robbie: Yeah, that box must be taking a pounding.
-- from a conversation at work

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You Think Its Fictional

Clint Eastwood by Gorillaz

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In time
Or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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Caller: You're in this position because you're not telling the truth.
Stu: No, I'm in this fucking position because you have a gun!
-- from Phone Booth

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Can Humans Do What Prophets Say?

Standing Outside A Broken Phonebooth (With Money In My Hand)
by Primitive Radio Gods

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In time
Or so i'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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Morgan: What's his story?
Cody: The story is you fuck with him and he'll seal your fate.
-- from Road House

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You Play Pretty Good For A Blind White Boy
When I read this article about Jeff Healey passing, a flood of past images came back.

There was a time when Angel Eyes was important. Not only because was it a favorite song, but it had a special meaning as well. It always made me remember a lifetime ago and how things could have been different.

Ah well. Deja vu.

When the band was in Road House, I was more into the music rather than the movie. Granted, it was still a decent film despite the lame script and bad acting.



Thanks for the memories, Jeff.
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In time
Or so i'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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I'm not confused, I'm just well mixed.
-- Robert Frost

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That Was Easy
Someone recently made a comment to me about how I've put up alot of videos in the past couple of months.

While that is true, I will admit that music is one of my favorite discussions and the videos have been the only way to show it. I will also admit that I've been holding out mainly because I've become a lazy bastard when it comes to typing.

So here is one of the more interesting conversations that I had yesterday at the office.

Mittens: Oh my God! Thank you! I need to get you one of those Easy buttons!
Me: No problem. That button wont work on me though. I'm easy, but I'm not that easy.
Mittens: Oh really??
Me: Nevermind. We're still at work.

Neener, neener.
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In time
Or so i'm told
I'm just another soul for sale.
Oh, well...
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It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.
-- Buddha

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When Angels Deserve To Die
The original video was good, but I couldnt find one that looked clean enough. Thats when I found this great fan made vid.

Chop Suey! by System Of A Down

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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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The pain of the mind is worse than the pain of the body.
-- Publilius Syrus

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Ow Ow Ow!


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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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But you can't run away from home without destroying somone's world.
-- Anti-Helena from MirrorMask

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Et Maintenant Nous Sommes Tout Seuls

Protege Moi by Placebo

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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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A dead man begs you to remember: a warrior's ultimate act is to lay down his sword.
-- Nameless from Hero

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How Swift The Sword
I always liked this song when I first heard it in Blade II, but combined with this video, the song is so much better.

I Against I by Mos Def

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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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If confusion is the first step to knowledge, I must be a genius.
-- Larry Leissner

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Lassitude

Exhaustion (among other things)
by Joy Marsh
Today, nothing will be accomplished by me with
determined speech or concise fluid movements.

In others words and to say it simply,
I am tired, tired of the constant icy grip in my neck,
of expectations, of politics, words that instill fear and
confront.

I’ll listen to reason tomorrow. Today I’ll pray for everything I am not.

As I reconcile, fear and doubt mix with the baneful on the
news. It spews a warning shot, so close, so close.
I didn’t move. This is my holy ground.

The death chants that you hear over and over again finally evaporate
as the clear water comes to a boil on the stove.
Free of demands and apocalypse, I sip my tea, then wait for sleep..

Suspended over the room,
a whispered Amen.
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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on.
-- Anonymous

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Its Not The Smell That Gets You
This is abit long, but funny as hell. Just makes you think about the shit people have to put up with.


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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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Home is not where you live, but where they understand you.
-- Christian Morganstern

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Nothing to Lose, Nothing to Gain

Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park

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People say life is like a stream. They're right. Just a while ago I wanted to spit into the wind and I hit my own face.
-- Johan Cruijff

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Getting Kicked Around
This is why I play the sport.


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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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The trouble with most people is that they think with their hopes or fears or wishes rather than with their minds.
-- Will Durant

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California Dreaming
The Tour of California started today. I had almost forgotten about it and was fortunate to catch a reminder last night. The TV coverage isnt as prestigeous as the Tour de France, but just as exhilarating.

This is going to be an exciting week. Well, at least for me.
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And Now For Something Completely Different

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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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Why hate someone for the color of their skin when there are much better reasons to hate them.
-- Denis Leary

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I Have A Really Big Deck
I used to be an avid fan of the card game Magic The Gathering. I still have my collection and am debating about playing again. There are so many new cards and sets, even for Asian mythology, that it would almost like starting over again.

Damn. No wonder we used to call it Magic The Addiction and Paper Crack


Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

Hm. I always thought I was abit more brown.
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If I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days
I lived awake
But half asleep?
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